Hello Week 11…..I am feeling so in limbo, yet so much relief. Excitement for what is to come yet curiously finding myself falling into old habits of procrastination, which I have come to determine is self sabotage rooted in fear of how powerful I really am, fear of the success I truly have the ability to create.
You might read this, and if you are not part of MKE, you may think this sounds incredibly arrogant. The truth is I am powerful. and so are you.
I attended a conference at the end of last month and while I was there I went into full fledged YES mode and signed up for everything they offered. So I can grow my business. Build the life i want, the life I envision for myself and my family.
My husband grows weary at all my new ideas sometimes, and I don’t blame him. His core value is security, and mine is freedom. They couldn’t be more opposite.
The truth is I will never stop fighting for my freedom, and the freedom of others as long as there is breath in my body, and hopefully beyond that.
Yet I find myself time and time again in self sabotage. Procrastination. Distraction. Have you ever been there?
What is keeping me most grounded right now, most on track, and helping me become increasingly aware of all this is MKE. This program is unbelievable. I am learning more about myself and making positive changes in myself quicker that I ever have.
I am terrified to move forward. But I am more terrified to stay still. I feel like I will suffocate in my life if I don’t find a way to live out the dreams I have inside me.
So I persevere. I read. I sit. I mess up and try again.
I beg of you to put down the burdens you carry. Let go of what is no longer serving you. Please.
You can hear that voice inside…calling you to greater things. I know you can. Will you answer?